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St. Croix 5 Mile Coral Reef Swim
By Susan E. Kasimer

Sunday, October 21st, 2007:
The cell phone alarm was set to Siren-the highest pitched, most obnoxious ringer there was, on the loudest volume possible, for 5 AM sharp.   I
practically hit the ceiling when it went off and leapt out of bed, turning off this one and the two others I had set to go off after it.  This was it.
Today was the day, after months of waiting and vacation planning.  I got into my beautiful, one of a kind, custom-made Splish suit-sure to be
the most event appropriate AND best looking one of anything worn by any of the swimmers (Goal #1 of 2).  I then packed up everything I would need into my impossible to miss, bright pink mesh bag, a green luggage tag with my race number attached to it.  After eating two peanut butter sandwiches, a vitamin water, and a motion sickness pill (I learned my lesson after the Bay Swim this year), I put on my official Curly Sue parka and headed downstairs to meet the taxis to go to the marking area.

At 6 AM in paradise, the sun was just beginning to rise and I was thrilled to see the large number of nutheads, like myself, who were also waiting.  I
had a seat on the edge of a brick wall next to a father and son duo.  What I then witnessed was a situation that would make any other father jealous: the dad proceeded to stuff the son's bag with all of the dad's things-towel, goggles, race cap, energy gels, and more-so the dad was left without anything to carry.  They noticed me watch this scene with fascination and the dad shrugged and said, "Hey, I drive him to school everyday."  The son just smiled and nodded-a smart move.

Large cargo vans converted into some of the sketchiest "taxis" I'd ever seen screeched (and I mean screeched) to a halt in front of our groups, and we all piled into them.  From the way they drove down to the marina, I was glad to be packed in like a sardine so I didn't fly through the windshield.  Seat belts?  Nowhere in sight.

We lined up to be marked with our race numbers.  One of the race coordinators saw me wearing a parka and laughed.  "What do you think this
is, an Alaskan swim?"  I just rolled my eyes.  I knew ahead of time that no matter how warm the air and water were, I was going to be cold after
swimming five miles.  When he got no reaction out of me, he went off to go make fun of someone else.

I got marked with an "18" on each arm and boarded one of the boats for solo swimmers.  Once aboard the boats to Buck Island, it seemed we were all doing one of four things, many of which simultaneously-talking, putting on sunscreen, loading up on energy gels, and drinking copious amounts of water and sports drinks.  I tried not to think about how long it was taking for the boats to get to the island, as the swim would be even longer. We packed everything into our bags except our caps and goggles, and jumped off the boat into the water.  The race notes said the water was going to be  between 78 and 81.  Not a chance.  It was probably 84, as it didn't even feel remotely cold at first.  The race directors lined us up between two cones on the beach for a shore start.  Buck Island was like absolute paradise.  The sand was white, the adjacent hillside was incredibly green, and the clear water was turquoise where it lapped onto the sand.  The race director blew a conch shell and we were off.  I backed up to be in the middle of the pack as we all started swimming, and only then did I realized how much bigger the waves were than what I thought they would be.  We were told at the pre-race meeting the night before to swim towards the "V" created by two mountains on the mainland, and to keep all boats on our right.  Easier said than done!  As the water got deeper and the waves larger, I kept this in mind, looking up every 10-12 strokes to make sure I was still on course.  All I could see on the bottom was grass and sand. About a half mile into the swim, all of a sudden a kayaker was next to me saying, "You need to go that way (left), you're way off course!"  This
really caught me by surprise as I had been sighting toward the point I was told to!  Likewise, I had not seen any boats or buoys.  Discouraged, I
high-tailed it towards the left as quickly as I could, considering the height of the waves.  Once I got to three other swimmers I swam alongside
them until I was able to sight one of the buoys.  There was no one else in sight ahead of me, other than them, and I continued to be highly discouraged and thought to myself, I must be near the end of the pack at this point but was afraid to force myself to swim faster with the fear that I might run out of gas before the end.  Fortunately, some sights on the bottom were enough of a distraction to let me temporarily forget about how tired I was.  I passed hundreds of starfish (very tempting not to go down, pick one up, and stuff it into my suit, but I was too tired, not to mention the fact that that was illegal!), saw about three stingrays floating on the bottom, and even got a glimpse of a sea turtle.  Turtles may be notorious on land for their lack of speed, but this little guy was quick! 

It was two miles into the swim by the time we reached the first triangle buoy with a large boat next to it-signaling the end of the first "third" of
the race, a transition point for the relay swimmers, and a water stop.  I quickly gulped a bottle of water, tossed the bottle back, and pushed on.  I
was still concerned about how far back I was, as I couldn't really see anyone in front.  I concentrated on the next landmark about a mile away-a
large house with a green roof-and just kept going.  The waves had calmed by this point but after fighting them for two miles, they seemed just as large. I was incredibly thankful for the motion sickness medicine, as I was only tired instead of tired and nauseated.  

The green-roofed house seemed continually far away and I continued to be concerned as I did not really know if I was getting closer to it.  I also
was unclear about how far away from shore I was supposed to be, and if I was getting more waves than necessary.  Worst of all, the words from the "helpful kayak volunteer" kept running through my head-you're WAY off course.  I was so tired and discouraged at this point that I strongly
considered signaling to stop-taking off my cap and waving it in the air, to get picked up by a kayaker.  I thought further, and realized that the pain
of forfeiture, NOT finishing the race, and dealing with the thought that I couldn't do it, and risking spoiling my vacation was actually worse than the
pain of continuing.  So I pressed on, and gradually passed the green house, and set my sights on the next boat.

As the green house passed by and the boat came closer, I found my next sight on the land-a house with many white triangle-shaped roofs.  Again, I tried not to think about how tired I was and concentrated instead on the bottom. I passed many hundreds more groups of starfish, and began to see some of the much-anticipated coral reefs.  Soon I reached the second transition and water boat, which was roughly aligned with the triangle-roofed house.  I was relieved to not only get in some water and the packet of energy gel I had stuffed down the middle of my suit, but to also see the number of swimmers crowded around the boat-proof that I wasn't alone in the race anymore, and I wasn't in last place!!  However, I was out of landmarks.  In between swallows I gasped, "Now where?" to the crowd of swimmers and volunteers aboard the boat, and a bunch of them pointed in the distance to two white masts of sailboats peeking above the horizon.  "The masts!  Swim towards the masts" they encouraged.  Okay, I can do this.

The bottom became rocky but was still about 15 to 20 feet deep.  In between sighting the masts, I passed more starfish.  This was torture!  All I wanted to do was two things-stop swimming, and take home a starfish... or two... or ten.  Just keep going, I told myself.  You're more than 2/3 there.  When I considered giving up for the tenth time, I noticed that there was a swimmer about 15 yards ahead of me, and we were swimming at about the same speed. He was wearing a bright red brief, and looked to be about the same age as my dad.  I also noticed the yellow triangle buoy in the distance, signaling the point at which to turn sharply left and head into the beach!  I realized a few things at this moment.  This other swimmer could help me continue at a constant speed to the end of the race.  The yellow buoy meant I was only 500 yards from the beach finish.  And most importantly, my own dad would not have wanted me to give up on the swim.

I limped, as if you could limp while swimming, towards the yellow buoy, and saw there was a large boat next to it, full of volunteers who were cheering us on.  I lifted my head to look at them, and there were three people standing at the railing of the boat, jumping up and down and pointing towards the finish-"You're almost there!  Keep going!"  It was like having my own cheering squad.  I made the sharp left around the buoy, and to see the bright orange buoys and flags at the finish line was extremely encouraging.  The thought of my arms falling off went through my head, but the thought of getting to collapse on the beach seemed like a better one. So concentrating on this one, I headed onwards.  The bottom was coming closer and the sights turned into coral reefs, sand, and sea grass.  I kept going until my fingers brushed sand and I struggled to stand up, my entire right leg cramping as I did.  I knew how important it was at this point to smile for the camera and look like I was in no pain at all.  Any energy I had left was used to run up onto the beach through the finish and I was greeted by a volunteer holding out a container of Powerade.  I realized at that point that it didn't matter how warm the water had been or that the sun was shining in paradise and the air was 80 degrees, or more.  I was freezing.  I limped over to where our bags were to be dropped off and was greeted by one of my biggest fears-my bag was not there.  I limped and shivered back over to the volunteers and garbled, "Where's my stuff?  I'm freezing!"

I was led to a chaise lounge where I was covered with two towels while one of the volunteers asked about the status of the bags.  It turned out that only one of three boats had dropped off bags, and the rest were still on boats.  "But hasn't everyone already finished?" I asked.  The lady looked at me like I was absolutely nuts. "Oh no," she replied.  "Only about half the people have come in."  WHAT??

As I lay curled up on the chaise, I realized two things.  Most importantly, I did it!  I finished!  And best of all, I was nowhere near as far to the back as I thought I was.  I have never been so happy as to be on a beach, ever. 

Finally, a group of people arrived carrying a literal boatload of bags.  I saw my pink one and one of the volunteers grabbed it, and I threw on my
parka and sandals.  I thanked them and got up, headed for the snack bar to buy a glass of the latest trend in after-workout food trends-chocolate milk! I guzzled it down, then drank the only thing I've found will quickly get the seawater taste out of your mouth-a Coke.  I then joined a giant party of finishers hanging around talking about how rough the race was.  I found a group of women who I'd spoken with on the boat over to Buck Island, who were not only all amazed at how I had come to the race alone, but that I had a Curly Sue parka.  They all had rum punches.  If I even had a sip of a rum punch at that point, I would have been on the floor in a coma.  I joined them in a toast "To Finishing!" and we guzzled our drinks.  They were all from California, and even with training in the ocean, they thought the swim was incredibly hard.  We chatted for a while, and I wandered off.  I caught a glimpse of a man in a wet red brief with his dry family.  I went up to him and said, "You don't know me, but I wanted to thank you.  I followed you for the last mile of the swim, and you really helped encourage me to finish and to keep me on course." "Oh!" he exclaimed.  "That was you!  I was so happy to have someone else there to know that I wasn't going to finish alone." Remember Goal #1?  When I looked at the finishing pictures a few days after the race, I saw, in my opinion, that this one had been accomplished.  I was the only one with a unique suit.  As for Goal #2, it was to finish the race. Accomplished!  I was 2/2. 

After the race was done, and after all the post-race events were over, I realized a few things for the first time.  One, any normal person in my
shoes would never have attempted that, accepting merely that their training had not been sufficient enough.  And while I am sure that by barely
squeezing in two days a week of training was definitely not enough for this, I know that I have never been ordinary, and being extra-ordinary has allowed me to accomplish a thing or so.  Two, sometimes having a goal "to finish" is enough of a goal in itself, judging from the circumstances.  Three, that planning a vacation around a race makes for a pretty rewarding vacation. And four, I was happy that during the race, I had never looked back. 

Susan Elizabeth Kasimer
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McLean, VA 22102

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 ~Flavia Weedn
 


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